Monday, October 19, 2009

I'm truly sorry

I have at least a dozen reviews to write for various companies. I've also promised a couple people I'd do a little write up for them just because. But right now I'm still so down and it's hard to bring myself to write.

As I write this there is a backhoe in my yard. It's digging up the plumbing, there are irreparable cracks in many pipes, previous owners used the cheapest pipes ever. They're trying to come up with a solution, but it may involve using a jackhammer INSIDE to dig up the foundation. I have the biggest pit in my stomach. I don't even know what to do. I regret buying this house with every fiber of my being.

I need www.carolinadesigns.com to get me on a vacation, but I don't have 2 pennies to rub together. I'm not even sure how we're going to pay for what's being done now. I need to reach our insurance agent...who happens to be out of town and has been for awhile now...because we may be needing that.

Sigh...so I'm truly sorry for being a downer, for not getting my reviews out as quickly as I should, for buying this house, for so many things.

14 comments:

Bobbi S. said...

Chin up! Everything will work out in the end. I've had my moments here lately and can relate. It's hard to focus on reviews when there are so many other things going on in your life. BIG HUG!

dddiva said...

*hugs* I don't really have anything to say just wanted to let you know I'm here.

Frugal Vicki said...

Oh gosh, I am so sorry. As much as it sucks though, at least this is getting done now. At least you can start fixing up. You know what, it sucks. I am sorry. Sometimes you just need someone to commiserate with you, so I will be that person for today! Have a cry, a beer, and let me know if you want to meet in the middle so you can have like five beers and cry and then go back to the jackhammer home. (and p.s. I will say a prayer or two for you that things look brighter soon!)

Goddess said...

Sometimes life just piles things up on us, and we can't do everything we want to or even need to do. I've had the same problem, and sometimes feel so unmotivated to even try because it just seems overwhelming.

Adventures In Babywearing said...

I hope all is ok, dear.

Steph

Cascia said...

Hang in there. I hope everything gets better for you. I'm sure your advertisers will understand.

Karen said...

Take deep breaths. This too shall pass. There should be some legal recourse for the previous owners to have to pay for this, I would think.

Chris said...

Ah, so sorry about all of your plumbing problems! Such a frustrating situation. I hope all works out well and you can get everything repaired and working correctly soon!

Haasiegirl said...

it happens to the best of everyone!

trisha

kasandria said...

(((HUGS))) Hopefully everything gets better soon!
Kasandria

April said...

(((HUGS))) I know how it is. My hubby works two jobs so i can stay home with our 3 kids and send our kids to a private school..money is so darn tight right now. Here if you ever wanna talk or vent!

mommy23monkeys said...

((Hugs)) sweetie. It sucks to be so overwhelmed.

Rachael said...

So sorry to hear about all this. I know times like this can be hard! I hope it gets better soon!

Lucy postpartumillness.com said...

I keep reading and now I say that I hope you have a great end to the this year. I feel like I am in the same boat right now.